Naderoz

I actually dont know nothing about Art.. what kind of technique I use when I paint neither what I have or should do before and after I finish my Artwork. I just listen to my heart and let it rule my mind, soul and not least my hands to create thoughts and feelings ♥ Im self-taught since I was a little kid and have been drawing with pen and creating things in order to understand this world. I then accidently started painting and have been doing that for almost 2 years so far...yeah I guess Im still a Newbie but that doesn't stop me from doing it. I am almost addicted to let my feelings and frustration out on walls, canvases or piece of paper.. In the beginning I unconsciously just had to draw something, felt like instinctively necessary for me to let go of the source in my mind telling me that my focus on everything in this beautifull world is overloading my nerves and brain.. Later in life I found out how to manipulate and construct my feeling by understanding how God created this world and for some reason.. I then realized how this beautifullness of God is beeing destructed by humans even before I have read the book finish to understand the world and I just feel such powerless..The only power I have is my action and my brush! I just can't stand watching how we humans treat our Mother Nature and worst of all ourselves as human beings.. It kills me inside to see how most people have become cynical and inconsiderate.. If I dont release these painfull thoughts otherwise I would suffer and die of sorrow. Im orginally from Palestine but borned and raised in Denmark. My parrents came to Denmark as refuges during the six days war in the 70's and escaped from bombs and bullets in search for safety and the good life.. I guess Some times the hardest thing and the right thing are the same which has influenced my whole Life and my view of life! I really appreciate everything and thank God for every day just for giving me a soul and eyes to see, sence and touch reality. Im just gratefull and grace the Lord for every little detail of his beauty in Nature. My support and happines is what we all are surrounded by; namely Mother Nature so far I remember back which is essential for who I am and stand for. My mission in life is to save and lift every soul on my way and presence, even the tress which is my fuel to keep going and fights for whats right and wrong, whitout these 'silent' creatures I dont see any meaning of living.. They lead my thought back to our creator of this Universe! We're all here for a purpose which I try to figure out for every day, not because i'm not happy but because my instincts tell me that happiness isn't money, fancy cars, woking my ass of until I get retired..Its not about what I get but what I offer to make my surroundings a better place in hope to change the world; Even the smallest acts multiplied by millions of people can change the world.